That was 9 years ago. We are beginning our 10th year of home schooling and also our first year in high school.
It feels a bit like jumping off a cliff again.
It doesn't feel like the first time I ever jumped off a cliff. Nor does it feel quite like beginning to homeschool. But it seems similar. I remember jumping off the cliff. I remember the uncertainty. I remember the rush of jumping, falling, and then hitting the water. Once I was down in the water, I thought, "That wasn't so bad. It was fun!"
But tell that to the person on the top of the cliff (or the high diving board) who is trying to get up enough nerve to jump off. The emotions, the nerve, the perspective at the top of the cliff is very different than your perspective from the water after you have jumped.
"It's not that bad."
"You're making a bigger deal than it needs to be."
Both of which may be true. But neither of those statements help get my feet off the ground.
Perhaps it would be better to say, "I know it's hard but you can do it."
At some point, you must simply decide to do it and jump in.
And so, I have been making plans, charting courses, checking out college requirements, and state high school requirements. At some point, I just need to trust my gut. Set aside the concerns about the risks, the worry about not being prepared enough. Sometimes people get hurt when they jump. True. Yet sometimes they have fun when they do it again and again and again. (Just ask my kids. The weekend we camped with the cliffs that are pictured; they jumped off the cliffs again and again and again. No one got hurt that weekend. And it is a favorite camping weekend memory.)
So, go ahead and jump. Really it's okay.
And so I -- we --will
|We really did jump off these cliffs!|
.. this thing called homeschooling high school.
Ready or not. Here we come.
Trusting that it will be fun. Can't wait to be down in the water encouraging others to jump in. It's much easier from down there. Don't ya' think?
Anyone else joining me? Anyone else in a season of jumping into something new? What encouragement do we have for one another?
"And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another -- and all the more as you see the Day approaching." Hebrews 10:24-25.